Imagine an eagle trying to fly while its legs are tied to a five hundred pound weight. No matter how hard it flaps its wings, it can not leave the ground. Eagles are not meant to carry burdens, and neither are you.
I once read an account of how someone captured a seabird using pebbles and bread dough. The person put heavy pebbles inside wads of bread dough, and then tossed them to a bird which swallowed them whole. The bird’s weight progressively increased until it was too heavy to fly. It would never soar again until it eliminated the pebbles. It lost its ability to fly one mouthful at a time.